I’m currently listening to lectures on world history as part of Religions Studies. Now it covers the revolutions (English, French, and American). As I watch and read these lectures, all I see is fighting. Even with good intentions, these revolutions led to counterrevolutions and after to civil wars. I just want to say that aside from fighting, there are also people who invented the printing press and started to print books, the spinning frame and the power loom to make mass clothes, the steam locomotive, the steamship, electricity etc. You can be remembered in history either as one of the participants in the fighting or as someone who improved the lives of millions of people by creating a mechanism good for all.
I want to apologize for bullshit i was writing here recently… poems. I was in psychosis… I have official diagnosis Paranoid Schizophrenia and it happens to me time to time.. I went out from mental clinic 1 week ago and feel much better. So, I apologize again.. I’m afraid to look at posts i made in mania\psychosis… so i simply closed them. Well, actually I’m all right now, returned to studies (Clinical Psychology, Religion Studies and Script-writing). All is fine doctors fixed me, i’m really grateful. I also want to add that poems composing mode is equal to psychosis to me… I can write poems only in mania… when thoughts are racing and paranoya. This state is also suicidal.. so no wonder many poets moved to the next level ^..^
